Dancing =)

hey,
today i went to school to practice my dance to prepare for the school concert.
well,it was fun dancing with my buddies but it was also really tiring dough.
haha,i would wanna thank my dearest friend,Dhanya for teaching me and ma friends
the steps,she is such a smart and talented girl.
Thank youuu Dhanya babe.
well tomorrow gonna meet up with tammy,renesse and my dear rachel.
we're gonna practice like hell.
haha xD
randomness,tomorrow until Tuesday so gonna practice.
hope we get through the audition !!!
if we don't then we just gotta perform during the feast day concert.
haha,at least we still got the chance to perform to show our talents .
i'm extremely excited but a bit scared.
haha,facing to the teachers during auditions..err that's like so damn scary.
gahahaha xD ! well just need to keep on smiling and be confident.
haha (;
well i guess that's what i'm blogging for today,tc !
love ya !

-Theebha-

cry.

I'll always remember
it was late afternoon
It lasted forever
But ended so soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry


It was late in September
And I'd seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything
Alright
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I think i saw you cry
The moment i saw you cry
I wanted to know you... :(

i feel you ~

People always talk about the moment they fell for their best friend. There never was a moment for me and mine. I've always loved him of course everyone loves their friends, but with him it's different. I can't explain it, it's just...different.
*You think you know me well as a friend...You say you understand me...You claim you can read my mind, predict my moods, sense my feelings...So why don't you realize that I’m so in love with you? You're not my friend; friends don't look at each other like we do..
You walk by me everyday and say hello. Everyday you take time out to listen to me. You talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me, and have fun with me. Well I talk, smile and laugh too, but inside I'm hurting. Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and you are only a friend

It hurts to fall in love with a friend. You keep on hiding your feelings, avoiding it as mush as possible, till you cry your heart out of fear of losing a friend and a love you never really had.

.....its been like this for a quite some times.....

Destiny.

People lie, and people cry,
But our friendship will never die.
For I will always be your friend,
Im with you till the very end.

Through the ups and the downs,
Through the leaps and the bounds,
Im here for you,
Through good and blue.

No matter what I love ya gutts,
Even if ya are a klutz :P
Friends are friends, but you are more,
You are my brother who I adore.

Life’s to short to have no fun,
So get out there and get some, hunn! :P
Things in life will tare you apart,
But you just need to follow your heart.

I love you man,
Through everythanng!
You simply are the best,
Better than the rest! :P:P

i wish i could.

I wish you knew how i felt,
how when i look at you i smile and wish you were mine.
I wish i could tell you how i felt,
instead of keeping it inside me feeling trapped knowing you probly have no idea how in love with you i am.
I wish i knew how u feel,
instead of guessing and going by all the signs which could be fake and leading me on.
I wish you felt the same way,
when you seen me you would be as happy too see me as i always am too see you trying too luv to the fullest.
I wish i could stop wishing and it were true,
the next time i see you, you would look at me the same way i look at you, and feel the same i feel just going for it and willing to give it my all thinking your the one and that can't be changed. You would ask me out finally and i can say wishing on a falling star works. Until that day i guess i will have to keep wishing. But all i know is that i love you and that won't change.

why is it so hard to let it go ?

I've asked a million people this question but none of them seem to truly know
a simple " why is it so hard to let go"
so many different answers which one is right
i swear this is the only thing on my mind at night
my heart is bruised, but thats nothing new.
Its just part of my life.
Another stab to the heart, but by a new knife.
I thought she was different for the rest
she was everyhting to me she was the best.
i was wrong becasue she was ecactly that same
but she's not to balme.
i blame myself for moving to fast.
I tried to hard to make us last.
I changed who i truly was just to make her happy.
And i was repaid with her leaving me.
Now im sitting here feeling dumb
while she's out there having all kinds of fun.
So as I sit around moaping and saying how life is so unfair
they know that your heart broken and they dont seem to even care
it hurts to know the one you still love no longer loves you
So I'm left with the same question for you.
"why is it so hard to let go?"
and the answer i now know
There is no right or wrong answer to this simple question
cause the answer the individual is looking for
only they know....

Problems i'm going through now.

basically i have a friend who has a really flirtatious nature we are good friends and we have a running joke involving winking (yeah dont ask) but basically to an outsider it could seem kind of dodgy. im single and he has a girlfriend hes not exactly faithful but hes a really good friend to me and i barely know his girlfriend as she took an instant disliking to me the first time we met and so i wouldnt really ever say to her that he has cheated. i only see him as a friend and nothing more but hes told me that shes overly jealous and convinced there is something going on. shes a bit of a nutter in all honesty and would probably kick my ass if she had the chance and now she has just added me on facebook i havent accepted yet what should i do!!???